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it just still like the same, my day is not changed. i guess this is the boring one, they have talk about. anything make boring. wanna sleep cause yesterday my sleep is not too well... now i will go out for take some eat. menu apa ya hari ini?

sekarang adalah minggu-minggu odalan di pura bale agung. akan ada bali-balian tari, hehe sekedar persembahan kepada pemaksan pura. dan pelestarian budaya tari, sehingga budaya kita akan dapat diteruskan oleh generasi penerus kita. aku disini berperan sebagai bendahara pemuda. jadi punya tanggung jawab juga dalam kegiatan kali ini. perayaan odalan kali ini tidak semeriah yang dulu, entahlah mungkin karena absennya judi-judian di pura sehingga pemedek ataupun pemaksan setelah selesai sembahyang langsung pulang. setidaknya kan kewarung dulu lah... membeli sesuatu :D

Beberapa waktu yang lalu hujan sangat lebat. dari pagi ampe malam nggak surut2 denpasar ampe banjir, dan aku juga sempat merasakan juga motorku sempat mati ditengah jalan karena kemasukan air terpaksa berteduh dipinggir jalan bersama yang lain. ... ... akhirnya hujan agak reda

Its already rainy outside... with a dark sky over it. I Feel so comfort inside it. inside my loneliness... and cold air make me remember about the past day when i was in high school, to be wet when go home on the same season as now... the rain sound is always the same can make you sleep so well when you can't sleep it's a melody of life... and you really need it there's lots of thing you can do when rainy

At last... after not sleep well for about a week, it now was finish. but it was not tested yet. i think this was alpha version.. :D Thanks god it was finish... time for having fun after been focused on computers for a week...

Yang hal terindah yang aku miliki adalah keluarga & teman. * mereka memberikan perisai dikala kita sedang diserang oleh badai * mereka memberikan kehangatan disaat jiwamu dalam keadaan dingin * mereka memberikan tertawa disaat wajahmu terlihat muram * mereka memberikan pengusir sepi disaat dikau sedang sendiri * mereka memberikan api semangat ketika nyala pancaran jiwamu telah meredup * mereka ada untuk dirimu * kamu tidak akan ada tanpa mereka Hargailah apa yang telah mereka lakukan pada dirimu...

This is only a matter of TIME... still counting down... i don't know how much longer i still on my way, cause i prepare to jump for long distance cross my own way to other. i know this is really hard, but i have to do it, cause if i ignore it, it will cause more damaged to my eyes... must find another way to walk within. not the programming world. Programming maybe is not my fate (it force my eyes to stare and stare for a long time to monitor), so i must leave it for works, but i still love it in the way of my brain (some particular time/ for interlude when bored to generating some utilities or the way i like to do). I'm so sorry for my teacher who gave me a basic instinct to survive in programming world. And now i must leave it, but i will use it for generating a freeware utilities if somebody need it, or some commercial software for supporting my own life... You can know when i was successed jump to other way when you realized that my blog is not updated for a long time.. :D ...

sorry my last upload file 'deSuk work n Rest v0.5.2' was removed. cause i think it has a lot of bugs. so i decide not to share it to others. i'm sorry for your inconvenience.

Karena telah mengetahui bahayanya bekerja dengan komputer tanpa pernah melihat jauh, maka aku telah membuat program sebagai reminder. meskipun sekarang masih versi alpha, tapi beberapa fitur telah berfungsi, meskipun masih terdapat banyak bug. tapi sepertinya penting juga untuk orang lain memilikinya, sehingga meski rilis ini masih banyak kekurangan mohon dimaklumi. my alpha release of 'deSuk Work n Rest v0.5.2' - freeware by Me - just a preface - lots of bugs :D under constructions... download it here (edited at 2005-10-07 : sorry this file was removed by me because of major bug on it. so it better not release to you guys, it will always for me to use, cause it so usefull for me) Enjoy this software freeware from me to you... hope you will find something usefull in this software. working under Windows, i am so sorry, i still can't make it in Linux compatible version. if you find any bug, or comment or suggestion please post a comment here. Thanks.

Om Swastiastu, Selamat hari Raya Galungan dan Kuningan bagi yang merayakan. Semoga di hari yang baik ini, kita dapat diberikan kasih dan perlindungan dariNYA. Di hari ini pula saya ingin meminta permohonan maaf pada rekan-rekan sekalian jika saya dulu pernah melakukan kesalahan baik disengaja maupun tidak sengaja. Galungan adalah hari dimana kita bisa bersilaturahmi antar keluarga, dan melakukan persembahyangan bersama. Om Canti, Canti, Canti Om

dibawah tadi adalah arsip bulan september di friendster lihat di fsku aja untuk info lebih lanjut

"Mission Aborted..." theres too many complicated things i've to say with this word. but it was express what i've been done on the past day. you can guest what was it, i open it to you so you can think of it guessing what it'll be is so interesting for some people, but sometimes they make a mistake when guessing it, so it called Gossip just keep in mind that i wouldn't tell you that. but you might be right when you guessing it. if you had a answer of it don't tell it to anybody, so it won't cause something bad for someone else. cause if you don't have the right answer you'll never know what is it mean. Happy Guessing... (take it on your own risk, if your brain Hang, just format it by command "format c:" backup your important brain section first before doing that)...

don't you realize that you are sometimes just like an idiot! acting like a stupid one. and kicking some ass a donkey head appear next to your head and a short tail bump to your f**king ass. a (**cencored**) word is launched from your mouth don't so compicated when you faced a trouble just take it with cold mind, and you'll finish it

apa yang akan terjadi jika panah asmara telah menembus pada sasaran yang salah? meskipun tersingkap senyuman tegar tetapi pastilah rasa sakit yang akan dirasakan (entah berada pada modus bertahan atau masa transisi "erasing mind" pada seseorang)... seandainya panah itu tidak dilepaskan maka hal itu tidak akan terjadi.. bla..bla...bla (i don't want to continue this :p)

a Love is something that we can't tell by a word... it comes from deep of your hearts and beat fast it express what you feel to someone that you care... love can be shown by a kiss, huge, and something like (...cencored...) Love can make somebody happy love can make somebody sad love can break your heart become pieces love can make you Craaaazzzyyyy of aLL love can make you like a monkey sometimes like kacang-kacang (peanuts) :)) -> ini untuk yang pernah dikacangin ama yang cinta pada pandangan pertama + dicuekin love can make you hurt more deep love is something vulnerable than you though love is unpredictable... i have feel love in : love to my self love to my lovely family love to a girls love to human love to other creatures love to world you belong people sometimes express their love in a different ways so what you do to express your love?

Carrot now is my friends cause it can make me heal from minus... You can try that too, just eat it or make a juice from it. guaranteed step by step you'll have a bright eyes than before... but it more effecient if you make it as a juice cause it more take less time to eat it rather than you eat it manually (your jaws will become tired) buy a blender than slice the carrot into pieces put it to the glass and turn on the blender... than you'll see a spin tornado in a small sizes (principle is the same).. ..Begin.. dim carrot as vegetable set carrot = pisau(carrot) carrotBersih = false while not carrotBersih carrotSkin = carrotSkin - pisau if carrotSkin <= 0 then carrotBersih = true end if wend for i = 1 to count(carrot) wadah = wadah + carrot.isi next Blender.Enabled = true GilingBuin : call BlenderSpin() if carrot.dedekLidekPlusAncur = true then Blender.Enabled = false else go to GilingBuin end if set gelas = carrotGiling call AjengMulaiSampaiTelas() ..End.. ta...

beberapa waktu yang lalu telah terjadi keanehan. tulisan pada monitor telah digandakan tanpa sebab, tulisan itu telah berbayang dan terlihat tidak jelas, kucoba memperbaiki tampilan monitornya dengan mencet brightness dan contrass nya ampe nemu setting yang pas, pikirku kali2 aja settingnya ada yang nggak bener nih, tapi nggak pas pas juga. hasil yang keluar tetap juga nggak menyatu dengan pas. kucoba menutup mata sebelah kanan dan monitor tersebut mengeluarkan tulisan terang dan jelas, kemudian kucoba menutup yang sebelah kiri. weleh.. gambarnya kabur.. ternyata kerusakan bukan terjadi pada monitornya tapi pada alat penangkap image pada kepalaku... aku tetap belum yakin akan hal itu. jadi kuputuskan untuk singgah sebentar ke optical (cari yang gratis cek mata dong).. saat itu di cek dengan menggunakan kaca mata kayak kaca mata kuda.. dites dengan menggunakan gambar yang jauh dan beberapa kaca dicoba.. akhirnya keputusan jatuh pada 0.5 minus membuatku sangat terkejut mendengarnya tapi ...

do i leave programming worlds? there was my big question... so many reason to prevent me leaving this. so hard to leave it, cause it was my basic instict in IT worlds... the first look at IT is programming begin from pascal, then next to visual basic and learning by doing it... just give it a try then you will learn quick. programming is not make you bored of something... your brain is growing up there will always something new to learn... lots of programmer to connect and share your problems (depends on who many you have friends you have that work as programmer :D or you can join in a forum and post your problem, sometimes you'll find your answer there). but there is another reason that force me to leave this world my eyes is not too strong to handle this... they are make a shade in their view to my brain.. hiks hiks if i force my eyes to stare for much longer it will become more blur just like photoshop effect (gaussian blur or blur) some my best friends tell me to wear a glass b...

Jawabnya tergantung dengan dari mana anda berasal! kalau aku yang dari bali.. kayak gini... aslinya penguasaan bahasa dari lingkungan : 1. bahasa bali kasar 2. bahasa bali alus bahasa dari sekolah : 3. bahasa indonesia 4. bahasa inggris bahasa dari komputer : 5. bahasa pascal 6. bahasa basic 7. bahasa C 8. bahasa lainnya bahasa aneh : 9. bahasa khusus orang buleleng 10. bahasa planet asing 11. bahasa tubuh 12. bahasa isyarat 13. bahasa sandi 14. bahasa tidak terklasifikasi jadi kita tanpa kita sadari kalau kita telah menguasai puluhan bahasa.. (14 buah kan termasuk puluhan.. hehehe...)

sebagai seorang programmer mungkin anda akan sangat tertarik dengan bahasa pemrograman, ini saat anda compile dan build akan terjadi human error. ada beberapa kriteria human error yang terjadi di Info.net 1. variable not found : saat compile, programmernya lupa memasukkan Hard disk ke CPU 2. syntax error : saat mengcompile tidak pernah kelar, karena programmernya mencetnya salah seharusnya mencet tombol compile tapi yang dipencet malah tombol syntax check. 3. division by zero : ini terjadi karena saat tersebut, programmernya otaknya nol alias sedang hang 4. memory out : biasanya terjadi karena programmer itu compile sambil bermain game.. jadi nggak bisa konsen dua2nya.. nggak ada yang bener. 5. input error : karena yang buat tulisan ini lagi sedang error2nya and BT banget alias nge-Haaaannnggggg..... 6. output error : ini terjadi karena yang baca terjadi kesalahan otak, kayaknya ikutan konslet gara2 baca tulisan ini.. hati2 lho. kayaknya perlu restart tuh.. cepat tekan Tombol Ctrl+Alt+...

Maybe there will be so many e-mail will be sent to all of my friends list cause when i posting a blog there will be one e-mail will be sent to you all... imagine when i post 3 blog in one day, and there will be 3 e-mail to 41 people (this is my friends count till nowdays) on the same time , and it'll be like a junk mail multiply days i've post. i'm very sorry about this.. and take apologize about that but i've got a solution, theres a plus and minus impact (rather you choose to change it or not, it depends on you). think it deeply than choose it. - Login to your friendster and go to your profiles - Click "edit account" then you'll go to your general setting to activate e-mail sending that refers to your friends update Go to "Receive Friend Updates" select "Yes" to activate this or select "No" to deactivate this don't forget to save the changes you've been made. sorry about telling you this but till now i can't find...

Aku pengin banget jalan-jalan nih... karena dah suntuk banget rather go alone... sambil menikmati kesendirian, kali-kali aja dapat kenalan cewek kan kesempatan untuk lulus dari akademi jomblo akan semakin besar... dah siang nih.. aku makan dulu ya... c u again... baiknya jalan2 kemana ya? biar banyak ceweknya dan menyejukkan mata. kalau ada yang punya ide kasi comment dong! tapi jangan jauh2 ya.

akhirnya segala gundah hati bisa berkurang dan akhirnya semakin menghilang dan menghilang untuk selamanya, karena dapat berkumpul dengan teman2 Info.net satu angkatan. Kehangatan persahabatan sangat kental diantara kita. Kalian adalah semangat untukku dikala aku kehilangan asa. Thanks a lot my friends. jangan pernah melupakan diriku karena aku adalah bagian dari kalian. meskipun beragam tabiat dan habitat tapi itulah uniknya Info.net g2 ada yang sering ngaku stress, ada yang nggak PD kalau deket dengan cewek dan memikirkan dirinya negatif, ada yang ancur2an, ada yang kocak, ada yang pelit, ada yang dermawan, ada yang Jago banget programming, ada yang newbie, ada yang nggak mau ngaku kalo dah jago, ada yang minder, ada yang dah nikah, ada yang kerjanya tidur mulu, ada yang suka nonton Bola ampe begadang and marah-marah kalau telat bangunnya, ada yang punya cewek, ada yang jomblo tapi berkualitas lho, ada yang otaknya rusak alias konslet masak ngomong dengan si A eh dia manggil si A deng...

Sorry, my last post on this blog was removed coz i can't share those to you... its was about my personal life. So i decide to move it on my Yahoo! notepad. once again sorry for your inconvenience. I don't want to share my personal life to this blog, cause it public viewing. i hope none of you have read it yet. :) Thanks for stay with me...

Once upon a time, there was a samurai... with his loneliness he follows the flow of the wind to accross the world.. sometimes he faces danger and disaster, but he trying to be strong to eliminates those... and sometimes he fails. When he fails he said to himself, "This is a challenge to get success, next time will be better" and he fight again... again... and again... what we can get from the story is? in life there was a lots of trouble, and you must try to face it alone.. and when you fail don't give-up. just try again until you finish it...nasehatilah dirimu sendiri sehingga kamu tidak terjerumus lebih dalam, dalam kegagalan. berikan nasehat pada dirimu kalau kamu akan dapat menghadapinya. seiring dengan berjalannya waktu, semua masalah itu akan dapat diselesaikan...

What is the really you want when your birthday today? the result of those is various, depends on what they want and sometimes something like in their dreams but believe me there will be a miracle if you believe on it. Birthday is the moment when we just have past our year after years and mean to be more wise in mind. Birthday meant someone more older than before, wisely than before, handsome than before... So, i would like to give a wish for good luck for whom is have a birthday in this month cause i had a birthday too. what is you wish? Pray for it, Believe it, and wait for its Miracle to you... Happy Birthday to :Bomber.. wish you had a good girlfriend... and Me too :D ...

can you imagine this... when you have to choose for something that makes you doubt and all the choice you've been made will make you not happy... this happened to me either.. i have to choose to eat a nasi goreng or nasi campur (author comment: bahasa inggrisnya berantakan banget :)) ) 1. nasi goreng i like coz it taste is delicious but you must wait for longer to serve 2. nasi campur i like coz the composition of it can fulfill all of your nutrition it depend on the meat you've choose before, and you wait depends to the queue FIFS (First In First Server) jangan makan mie instant melulu... nikmatilah makanan itu, karena penting bagi tubuhmu... kalau makan mie melulu ntar otak lu bisa tekor karena telah dicekal oleh mie ntu... untuk menu yang sehat +5 sempurnahubungi warung terdekat yang ada logo sehatnya dan cap halal NB : susunya dibawa dan diperas sendiri ya.. tempat memerah telah disediakan. kami hanya menyediakan gelas saja :)) don't be too serious men... enjoy your lif...

so interesting to hear the japanese music.. not boring and always something new when i hear it, even with the same song. is it only me like this music? cause when i hear it loudly from a speaker , my friends always said if the music is boring :)) and they want me to turn it off kekeke... so i decide to buy an headset, and i listening it only by me. people have different interest of a music, so don't ever to push somebody for a music they don't like. life is a melody... so goooddd... and goooddd... keep always listening to a music..turn on the music baby...

Jika mendengar kata itu membuatku ingin belajar bahasa Japanese.. kekeke biar bisa ketemu dengan bule2 dari jepang, yang kulitnya putih banget and cuantikkk cuantikkk... so kita harus pake kaca mata hitam agar nggak ketahuan larak-lirik cewek.. kekeke.. sayang hanya bisa melihat gambar2nya saja, ya sudah untung dapat gambarnya kan minimal dah ada bayangan kalau cewek jepang tuh kayak gimana.. hehe siapa yang bisa bahasa jepang bisa ajarin aku nggak? and kenalin ma cewek jepang hehe so kan bisa langsung praktek tuh.. aku juga salut dengan kreatifitas orang jepang, seperti anime dan manga semuanya buaguss bangett.. tapi harus beli dulu baru bisa nonton, atau tunggu beberapa tahun lagi untuk nonton anime yang telah kadaluarsa di jepang.. meski lama tapi nggak masalah yang penting kan bisa nonton... rencananya sih gue kursus bahasa jepang biar bisa ngomong watashiwa indomie ga suki.. kekeke tapi ampe karang nggak ada realisasinya.. karena jadwalnya kayaknya bentrok dengan jadwal kuliahku d...

if there was a time machine, there must be me who had to ride it first :D cause i wanna fix all my fault on the past day to me, my family, my friends, my dog, the scumbag, and all people on the world... we have a chance to make us more perfect now. my knowing and wistfull what was we have made to other people... before we do something to other there must be a simulation to your brain what would it be if that is happened to you. if it can hurt somebody or something you better cancelled and erase it from your mind... but if it can make someone be happy and smile for what have you been done to them, you can do it as many as you can give to them... and remember if you are feeling so sad just remember if there is lots of people is more sad than you, but they can strong to faced it.. it maybe not easy as you say it, but can burn your spirit to be more strong... Music, is the most important thing you must have if you don't have somebody to tell bout your problem.. at least music can make ...

reuni bisa dilakukan kapan saja dan dimana saja, entah didunia nyata atau virtual. tapi yang jelas reuni tujuannya adalah menjalin hubungan atau istilah kerennya keep in touch to our old friend, yang mungkin telah lama terpisah, eh bukan terpisah tapi mencari kehidupan masing-masing. and i'm glad i can meet my old friend again from this friendsternamanya aja friendster! kan tujuannya mencari teman lama

this two weeks is blossoming me! although it not too long but it can make me happy for a while. there is a special moment i've found, and i don't wanna share to everyone, cause it personal :D.. so don't ask me anything.. i'll keep it

i know there is now way to blame somebody for this, but let the past is passed through us...there is a sweet memory i had from biltek and a pain.but its okay, its a part of our life.

i have post some new picture to my friendster photo you can check it out baby... :D

Mulai sekarang aku akan posting blog disini aja karena blog ku yang di friendster banyak menuai protes teman2ku yang mengirimkan banyak email pada mereka karena friendster memang akan mengirimkan email konfirmasi pada mereka tapi kalian masih dapat melihat semua postingan ku disini cuma pindah jam tayang saja bro...